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Mmmm...Dead blog revived!/O/

2009-08-28T19:58:00.001-07:00

Mmkays.Breakfast first.Blog properly later.-w-

Back from the dead!/O/

2009-06-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

Just when i felt like blogging,i got waylaid by Facebook and lost all want to blog.

Gahhhhh another day then.T_T

I know!I know!

2009-06-14T11:55:00.000-07:00

Muhaha.I finally updated my deviantart account.will link up soon-ish.

meanwhile.Lights out for me.

ARGH DAMMIT!

2009-06-12T09:44:00.001-07:00

MAO DON'T FUCKING TELL ME AISHITERU DAMMIT!>OO

GAHH SO ANNOYED!Shouldn't have seen her blog.Pretentious little 14 year old.>(((

And homg i look so horrid!!For real!Damn black lei!0A0

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whee hee!Streetfest's tomorrow!I'm so excited!But there's this bloody nagging fear within me that can't stop going :"What if i cosfuck.What if i cosfuck"

Uwah.Die la.

Insecurities aside,I got myself an uke that's tonnes taller than me.T_T

BUT LOL!Neoprints tomorrow!-dances around gay-ly-

Can't wait for photoshoot~!^______^v

Baked cookies for everyone.They're awesome special cookies.But i hope no one dies from the baaad taste.;_;

Get ready for the Pity Parade

2009-06-09T19:50:00.000-07:00

Ugly Picture is Ugly.Then again,I'm born like that.-shrugs-

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I'm sorry for not blogging for a pretty long time.

I'm sorry that I ended up being taken for many a ride.

I'm sorry that I have such a FUCKING ANNOYING conscience.

I'm sorry that I had to go through all this fucking CRAP,and yet I still didn't learn my lesson.

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You know what?Maybe all it really took was your fucking mood swings to build everything up,only to tear it down again.

You can't decide.It doesn't mean you have to fuck up my mind because of your schizoprenic moodswings.

Goddamnit.Get a life,and stop torturing mine.

Finally.

2009-06-07T03:47:00.000-07:00

Okay.Finally done removing 99% of my make up.Downloading new Gaki video and spammed my new kaito pictures.XD

I am such a camwhore.XD.

But i mean,how can I NOT resist it?Thanks to Kuromi,Zel,Stellar,and Zereall,my Kaito wig looks FUCKING AWESOME!

-i interrupt this to ask myself.Why the fuck is my computer lagging?~_~ -

My IE is going Bonkers,my teeth hurts,and my ulcer's being a bitch.

FUCKING HURRY UP AND GO AWAY,STUPID ULCER.

ANYWAYS!Blogger's uploading picture thingum is lagging too.Eh....T_T.Shall not post the rest up today.

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Fucking annoying person who extracted my teeth.I HATE YOU!>(

And to the nice nice assistant,thanks for letting me almost break your hand.XD

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Wondering if she's ever in the right mind.

2009-06-07T02:11:00.000-07:00

One picture.Bitching will come later.X3

In which Death seems like a pretty good option.

2009-06-01T21:01:00.000-07:00

I am totally sick and tired of everything as it is now.
sorry for the hiatus.O levels are a fucking bitch.
Let me explain.:),or rather,let me rant my fucking tired guts out,kthxbai.
Yes,I AM feeling like a bloody bitch,so I shall behave thusly.
It's my blog anyway,so fuck the hell off if you don't want to read my ramblings.-scowls-
And oh god help me,i have to call miss t.-le sigh-
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Okay.Fine.You don't want to talk to me in school,sure.Yeah,I felt hurt,because I felt that you weren't sincere about wanting to be friends again[then again,maybe its just me thinking too much into it],but I'm fine with it.
THEN you go ahead and drop sentences here and there for me to pick up.What the fuck am I to you?A fucking lapdog?
If you want to talk to me,do so straight in my face.I'm not some fucking pariah,and neither are you some higher caste bitch.-scowls-.Weren't you the one that said we shouldn't talk in school?
And what the fuck is with the messages?Granted,I was the one that sms-ed you first,but you don't fucking need to give me false hope that ISN'T NEEDED AT A TIME LIKE THIS.
Khatijah and Sadhya told me things that I needn't know,and because of that,I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING THINK STRAIGHT EVERYTIME I FEEL YOUR FUCKING PAIR OF EYEBALLS WATCHING ME.
DO YOU KNOW HOW FRUSTRATING IT IS?!EVEN WHEN I PRAY TO GOD UP THERE TO SAVE MY DROWNING SOUL,I CAN'T EVEN STOP THINKING.

Oh God.I don't know what to fucking do with myself.Part of me still believes that your old self is still there,somewhere.
But majority of me tells myself that you're bad news.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.-screeches-

And oh my goooood.Why were you choosen to call me just now?And how dare you.You sounded as if nothing was wrong in the first place.

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so tired of everything.I'm so tired of waiting for you to make up your mind.I'm so tired of always having to go after you.

I was there when you cried.I was there when you needed someone.I was there when you were sick.

I WAS ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU NEEDED ME.

Where were you when I broke down?Where were you when I needed someone to talk to?WHERE WERE YOU?!

You were almost never there for me.

What's in it for me,in the end?

Nothing.Besides losing a very comfortable and warm person to hug.

Then why am i still like that?

God.Shit ass-ed tired now.

2009-05-23T21:07:00.000-07:00

Okay.I'll blog by day.
-le sigh-
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Friday
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Skipped school cause i didn't want to go through the chinese intensive program shit.I highly doubt it'll help save us all.-rolls eyes-.
So anyways,went with Sheena to watch Night at the Museum 2.IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY SHIT.XDD
We were wearing our wigs,her in a wine red one,and mine in my shouichi one.Quite fun.
Then got her contacts and went home in the evening.
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Saturday
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HAHA this was serioucly epic shit.xDD.
Went over to Sheena's place to do make up and stuff,was joined by Shiying and Carmen.Both did their makeup,and casual talk was exchanged very smoothly.-snorts-
Took the train with pearl to city hall.
Met up with Okita and her friend and my awesome Yama and Liqing.xD
Quite little cossers,and omfg i think i totally fucked up Gokudera.;_______;
Was running around and finally went for lunch.
HAHA lunch was really awesome,everybody was laughing and stuff.>w<
Then yaoi-ed with Yama.HAHA SHE LOOKED DAMN SCARED PLEASE.XDDD
THEN i experienced the ultimate world of pain when i took off my bindings.
URGH THERE WERE FUCKING BLISTERS AND SCRATCHES EVERYWHERE!
And woah fuck i almost bashed the toilet door down because i couldn't take the pain.
Sheena and Bryan were trying to calm me down,but i was like "FUCKFUSLFBSICNL;POEUI"
Yeah.xD.

DISTANT WORLDS CONCERT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!<3<3
Though i think that choosing a singer like Anna Koor ain't really fitting.
Urgh.Her voice sounded really wierd.O_O;;
THE MARIA AND DRACO SONG WAS REALLY FUNNY THOUGH.

Haha sorry.I can't appreciate opera music for the life of me.xDDD

Got home at about 12 am.The way i had to dance around the bathroom trying to bathe without touching my wounds was really tiring.xDD

Ah wells.Great day yesterday.Felt really blessed that i could attend the concert.it was amazing.
Now,to get enough money in my paypal account to buy the OST from amazon.-w-

Very.Exhausted.

2009-05-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

What i said.^.
Urgh.Waited soooo long for that Baseball idiot.Got intimitely connected with the awesome purple line and Daiso.XDD
MY PHONE RAN OUT OF BATT HALFWAY AND I COULDN'T STOP PANICKING!;A;
But thank god Sheena saved me.
SO ANYWAYS!
Because i'm too tired to paragraph my shit properly,I'll just stop here and blog about tomorrow.T_T

Jaa~~

Urgh.God no.

2009-05-20T07:12:00.001-07:00

Someone bash me on the head.I mean,I thought I didn't give a damn.

Since i didn't get her a present yet,and since I'm highly suspecting the fact that she may be a schizo,I'll get her an IHM brochure.

I'M SURE SHE'LL LOVE IT!;33

Disgust?You fucking Bet.

2009-05-20T05:36:00.000-07:00

YES!

You know,after talking it out with Sheena today,I realized that we were both right.You were just using me,weren't you?So much for experiencing "surreal",bitch.

I talked with you like nothing happened because you kept at the fucking conversation,you bloody schizo.What the hell do you expect me to behave like,a fucking 5 year old?!Like,monotonous replies and shit like that?!

You were the one that blew it up.You only have yourself to blame for this whole fucking shit that happened.

I'm over you.And I have God,and my true friends,to thank.

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Got back English,Chinese and SS today.Fuck man,I almost passed SS for the first time in my life.I FUCKING FAILED BY TWO MARKS!>(
English was awesome,as usual,though i felt a little disappointed.
I passed Chinese,barely.-ded-
Then met mom and OMFG SHE TOTALLY SPLURGED ON ME!
I got like,a blusher set,brown eyeshadow[that is fucking gorgeous please.the color is the best match for shading.;3] and 4 pairs of colored contacts.<3
Blue.Green.Grey.Purple.YAY maxieye.<3

And i got so excited that straight after dinner,i shoved on my wig and contacts and make up,and promptly forgot that it was too dark to take awesome pics.

ARRRRGHHH.T_T

Nevermind,ignore my bimbotic whining.I was pretty high the whole day.Until i stupidly read her blog.Urggggh.And my dad almost bought Guitar Heroes for our new Baby.WHY DID MY MOM SAY NO!![though i know he'll still get it in the end.xD]

So anyways,gonna camwhore now.Hopefully there ARE some good pictures.D:

PS:Baby's my nickname for the family's smexy new PS3.>D

Oh for the love of Lulz.

2009-05-18T21:25:00.000-07:00

I had a very interesting conversation with somebody today.;3
It's very surprising to be talking to her normally,and even though I initiated the conversation[HECK,she was sick,and I was just trying to be nice.-A-;;] by saying:Get well soon yo.,we kind of started talking shitloads of crap about cosplay from 11.30 till now.And she wants to cosplay Sora,so i agreed to help her with her stuff.

Tell me,what the fuck is wrong with me again?-headdesk-

Anyways,that aside,I'm supposed to be going over to Sheena's to style my 59 wig now.Goood I hate my mom.More tonight.I'll upload with pictures.-3-

Okay i better just get this over and done with.

2009-05-18T05:06:00.000-07:00

YES!My fucking typing speed increased like hell,but the amount of spelling mistake went up too.
Wished there was such thing as inverse proportion for this kind of shit.xDD
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MY FUCKING BIO PAPER WAS SHITTY,BUT THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!
-rejoices feebly-

I mean,this just goes to show that I'm hell not prepared for the O's,and that the o's are drawing closer and closer.baah.T_T

She collapsed at her table today.Wanted to help her,and I was like:"Fuck.I'm not supposed to care anyway.".So yeah.But what is making me feel so damn worried?I DO NOT LIKE HER ANY-FUCKIN-MORE,So there.

Baah.Finally got a wig comb[Thanks 'melia!<3].Now i'll have to tackle with my Gakupo wig and get cloth for Kaito's scarf.Need to go out with sadit kouhai to look around for a gakuran top too.I've always one for AGES.Heck,too lazy too.XD.

I hope i won't be lazy enough to blog everyday with pictures.;33

homg?

2009-05-17T04:38:00.001-07:00

Yeah~.Turns out I'm gonna cosplay Gokudera for Coscon next saturday.Finally snagged myself a Yamamoto.I AM OVERJOYED TO THE EXTREME!-tears of joy-

We'll be doing this version,because Harenai already has Yama's hair and my wig is long enough to be tied up into the cutest little ponytail.XD

Anyways,don't brick me,because I'm about to tell you what I've been reading these past few days....

Xiaxue's blog,which can be found here!-w-v

It's damn nice to read about someone's not-so-private life,and she's really pretty okay~OwOv

It's going to be the last paaaaper...

2009-05-14T21:14:00.000-07:00

Urgh mein gott.Like,more than a week of not blogging?-le sigh-
I'll get back to it soon.Like,on monday itself,when like,i finish my last paper.

Need to rush kaito costume.I hope to god someone has one on sale that fits me.-bricks self-

Urgh.Shitty exams.

2009-05-09T07:35:00.000-07:00

Listening to:Uso-SID.
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I swear,that song is some awesome shit.

「上手に騙してね　嘘は嫌いで好き」
Jouzu ni Damashite ne Uso wa Kirai de Suki
You tricked me completely. I liked you because you hate lies

君の言葉
Kimi no Kotoba
Those were your words.

今頃になって　気持ちは痛いほど　
Imagoro ni Natta Kimichi wa Itami Hodo
As things are now, our love is becoming nothing more than a pain.

だから　僕ら　さよなら
Dakara Bokura Sayonara
Thats why weve to say goodbye.

いつかまたねと　手を振り合ったけど　
Itsu ka Mata ne to Te wo Furi Atta kedo
Even though I hope to someday hold your hands again, after we say goodbye,

もう逢うことはないのでしょう
Mou Au Koto wa Nai no Deshou
but we probably wont meet again, right?

Teehee.
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Art exam was totally fucked up.And guuh,so many people didn't complete their prep work lulz.
Miss T is going to have a right fit.>D

Aesthetics Night=?

2009-04-30T23:07:00.000-07:00

Allllright.I guess it was kind of disappointing.But ah heck.-shrugs-

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I didn't go to school yesterday cause school ends at 1 and a whole load of teachers were gonna be absent.

No point going anyways.

So my parents brought me to the dentist at Hougang Plaza.

This really nice lady cleaned and polished my teeth,and they were damn sore after that.Made an appointment with the orthodontist on the 16/5 and went home.Youngest bro was sick,so mom brought him to the doctor.Then we left for town at around 3 and came home at 5.-A-.

Thank god Helena wasn't pissed.

I had to put on my contacts in the MRT LOL.Damn lot of people that stared.-_-;;

Soo met up with Cassandra,twins2 and Rachel.[and her short guy friend.LULZ]

Walked a whole lot before reaching the place.And then I saw Carmen almost dead from gastric.

Well obviously my contacts were floating around my eyeballs,so I didn't approach her.So many people were freaking out cause of them.-A-.

They're just fucking contacts people.Not insects.

OH and I had this long conversation with Miss Ng and Mrs Khoo and Miss Teh,who were all freaked out by my contacts too.XD

So after wandering around and all that in the toilet,we finally went to the entrance.Carmen and It was still there,so I approached her and asked about how she is.

I gotta admire that kid,i swear.She looked as if she just gave birth and she still can say:"Hi!Nice eyes.-weak smile-".

Me:-A-;;-shoots-

So anyways.It was wearing the collar that I gave it.The SM collar with a ring to hook it to a leash.

HAHA.I thought I was forgotten,HATED even.

"Good bye" Remember?;D

You gave me up because of a backstabber who needed to get me out of the way to get close to you.You bloody well know who the fuck was right,Shiying.

And now who's the little coward?Forgiveness is truly the best revenge.

So anyways!Bitching aside,friends did a totally awesome performance.I am all for handbell!They sounded so cool.-w-v

Finally went home at 11.Gosh i slept from 12 till 1 in the afternoon.XDD

AND i'm still tired.I should be studying for MYEs dammit.-SHOT DED-

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"Look me in the eyes,and tell me that you're truly happy.Look me in the eyes and tell me that your life is complete without me.Look me in the eyes and lie."

Yet again?

2009-04-28T06:36:00.000-07:00

Yeah.Never thought would have gone back to blogger again.Don't mistake me though!
I love my ellejay.Too much ranting to forget.XD
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To think that I would choose a blogskin like that.Sorry darling./chuus
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I need to did out all the shit i need to sell.and Fuck!it's fucking 10.30.
Talk tomorrow yo.I have ss homework that i'm not going to do,and sleep I am going to catch up with.